I Want to Punch You!
Sometimes I want to punch you in the face. I want to say “fuck you for making me realize what I will always be missing”. How dare you show me a little glimpse of what life could be like, if only you could pull your fucking head out of your ass. Do you realize how much shit you have fucked up due to your stupid insecurities? You are an idiot, an idiot that I was willing to help, understand and love. But instead you decided to get into my head and into my vagina and fuck me up right along with you. I will never forgive you for fucking me so intensely that nothing else could ever compare. I will never forgive you for making me want no one other than you. I will never forgive you for being so messed up that you don’t even know what you have done to me. You suck in your stupid boyish ways, you are a child who has no right to be in a beautiful man’s body. God was very mistaken when he gave you those muscles and those beautiful eyes, they are wasted on such a foul creature. How is it that that body is controlled by such a meaningless soul? How is it you don’t love me? Why don’t you love me? I just want you to love me…I’ve only ever wanted you to love me. I wish I never met you.